Come On, Na

Hello readers!
Today's post is not too cool.
Well, I don't even know cool's definition for me.

It's okey if you don't wonna read it.

I just remembered about my friend and I conversation. We was talked about people's character. She said that I am melancholic. It means, that person is a perfectionist one. He/she felt that people will be happy if people were them. Em, and I am totally agree with that statement!!
I am happy with my life. Very happy. I thought that my life is full of happiness, smiles, and blessed. I was born as the lucky one. If something bad happened, I thought that many other persons were even on worse condition. 'I have to be thankful'....'all the time'. That's why I am always cheerful and full of spirit. I always want to give my best on everyhing because God has given me so many good things. But there's a time when I am down. That thankful feeling of my life turns into something bad. Yes, I am getting afraid...........afraid is a bad thing for me. I am too afraid if something bad hit my life. It means that I will be sad. I hate sad things. My willingness to be happy person is so strong.

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No word could explain what I am feeling.

The point is..........I am too afraid to be dissapointed. I have to be a thankful person. Yes, you too.